天邊的ㄧ朵雲

蔡明亮+李康生+陳湘琪+陸奕靜+楊貴媚

開怎麼說呢....許久不曾進電影院看國片

今晚看了天邊的ㄧ朵雲...我不知道是怎樣的感覺

看完之後...有ㄧ種空虛..是寂寞嗎?

李康生和陳湘琪一起選成人影片的畫面...似曾相識...

只是不那麼情慾...多了幾分甜蜜..

我想是寂寞吧...

主角的寂寞和都市裡每一個人的寂寞..

你呢?

Opportunity or risk?

I was thinking of changing my career. I was thinking and I was thinking seriously. Then I got the call from J. He sounded extreamly excited and wanted me to meet Mr. Chiang, who is looking for a person like me to help develope his business. I was interested but felt a bit too rush to meet up a potential boss. But then he got me into it and we met at his company.

I had a nice talk with Mr. Chiang. J and I haven't got chance to discuss this matter. I saw an opportunity. It's something I know I can do and have always felt interested in. Then here comes the problem, if I take this job, then there would be future contacts with J. We'll be working together again just like the old days.

I knew there's something in our hearts that we both dare to talk about and to face.We need a long talk but for the moment, I think I'm doing well for I have read an article my friend sent me said that "A way to success if to keep yourself under your own control." This is what I'm doing now and feeling quite positive about it.

So... I discussed the matter with my parents. My mom's against the idea for she's afraid that I will not get myself married within ceryain reasonable time. My dad is with somehow with me as far as I can see. However, I didn't tell them it was J who introduced me to Mr. Chiang.

So..... how far can I go? This is the question.

Happy Birthday to me, Genie.

Happy Birthday to me. I didn't hear any birthday song this year. But it was okay. I didn't blow any candels this year. But it was fine.

Officially turns 28 today, and at the end of the day, I am feeling happy in general. So then it was me with my friends, Liny, Jessica, Tina and Christine at Amigo, the Mexican restaurant where we've never been beofre.

It turned out to be a nice place for friends to chat loudly and laugh loudly. For one night, I care no one but having great time with my dear friends. I am glad that I have friends like them.

Happy birthday to me. 進化完成的Genie

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!

I got a surprise this year on my 28th birthday. I got your call and it was you coming back from airport. I was surprised to hear your voice and was surprised you were actually back in town. You arranged to meet up and I followed. It's always like this. I think both of us are used to it.

Thanks for the wonderful gift you brought back for me. I will cherish it and everything between us. As we talked last night about how long we've been with each other, it was almost 8 years. It's so long that we nearly forget how we made it and how we screwed it up. hahaha...

I told you that I need to grow up and I wrote down something for both of us on my diary. I'll move on and keep my heart under control. Can't afford to go wild again, can I? Can we?

2046, we both love it. We both love it and we're both confused. Will have dinner with my friends tonight. Thank you, my....

地震啟示錄

地震了...
3/6凌晨...
不清楚幾點鐘..
從床上被搖醒...
孤單的我..很害怕..

打開房門大喊..地震了..
試圖喚醒身體裡.....
每ㄧ個勇敢的細胞....

And then it was me alone thinking of you...
Will you call? Should I call and tell you my fear?
Should I just pretend that I don't mind dying alone?
um.......I guess it's back to Shakespear "to be or not to be"!

Had a great time out with 2 MEN... hahahah

I had a great time last night. I went out with 2 MEN, one is Taiwanese and one is French. We went for movies and be scared in the theatre together. The film was "Hide and Seek". It's a great film. I loved it. The Robert Denero is great but the greatest one in the film was the little girl. I can't remember her name but she was in many movies such as "Up town girls", "Sam" and all the others I can't name them all.

Afterwards we went for Dimsun. We shared food and laughters. We chatted through the night. We were so happy that we didn't notice the time. By the time I suddendly asked for the time, it was midnight. Haha... tansk for MRT, we can still catch the train home. Me and the Taiwanese man walked home and shared some small talks. We were happy and I was satifies.

2 Men... hahha.. you probably think "Genie, you've improved a lot. Dating 2 at the same time?" hahahah.. one is Jason, my best friend and the French guy is Nicolas who's just in town for 10 days. hahah.......and he's not interested in me lah!!

Great!!