過往雲煙

先來一張最近的自拍照，再來談談過往。

在辦公室改學生作文，改到發昏了，上網瀏覽一下，隨意逛逛，漫無目的地就像一個懶散的人。突然在自己部落格的留言中發現，有過去主持節目時的聽眾在找我。一下子，所有的回憶又上來了，主持節目時的歡笑與忙碌，一個人待在錄音室裡錄音的感覺又都回來了。

上網看自己的部落格，過去的字句，印入眼中，當時的思緒也重新回到腦海，真是太奇妙的感覺，有時甚至覺得，咦，我怎麼文筆這麼好，講得真有道理，哈哈....

過去的一切，總在不經意的時候，跳出來嚇我一大跳。

昨天不舒服，吃了藥躺在沙發上昏睡，居然做了惡夢，希望惡夢不會實現，太可怕了！

夜晚的孔廟

今天晚飯吃了豬腳飯，到底是誰愛吃的呀？也說不上好不好吃...

吃飽了飯，去孔廟散步。

好安靜，也涼。

藍黑色的天，鵝黃的月亮，多彩的廟簷。

躺在地上看著飛機，宮牆，月亮與夜空。

好安靜喔。

你說，為什麼我會認識你？為什麼我們會這樣連絡著？

我說，阿？甚麼意思呀？

你說，就是這麼多年呀。我們怎麼會這樣？

我說，是呀。你為什麼沒聯絡又要打電話給我？

我們說，對呀，到底為什麼？

我說，好呀！那你去Study 一下，寫個Paper，七夕那天交給我呦！

哈嚕，老天爺，我們這次要好好的，好好的，好好的喔！

又是天堂跟地獄的瞬間

今天放學去游泳，游完泳體重輕了５００公克。不甚滿意，但是不無小補。暗下決心，今天不吃晚餐。沒想到妹妹的一通電話就破功了，於是買了１４５元的滷味跟妹妹一起分享。

回到家，去洗臉拿掉隱形眼鏡，突然發現脖子上媽媽給的項鍊不見了。天呀！！！一陣慌亂，心跟身體都熱了起來，一直思索著，怎麼辦....怎麼辦....如果真的不見,要怎麼樣再去訂做一條一模一樣的，免得媽媽問起，免得媽媽生氣。整個人陷入慌張。

畢竟從游泳完到發現不見，已經過了至少四小時。怎麼會粗心到這種程度，天呀！抱著死馬當活馬醫的決心，打電話到健身房，先說明發生了甚麼事情，懷疑項鍊掉在健身房，接電話的小姐說，

請問你的名字是？

祐瑜

喔，那你明天來拿，有人撿到了，在櫃台。

呼呼.....這就是天堂跟地獄！

好在老媽給的項鍊，寫了名字呢！哈哈........

幸好我是祐瑜ㄟ!!

感謝撿到項鍊的的好心人!!

打電話跟朋友分享，他說，好在你平常心地好又常拜拜！呵呵...

回來了

回來了.....星期六晚上十點半多到家，星期天休息一下，今天是星期一，上班嚕！有一點馬不停蹄ㄋㄟ，說來我也不是馬，但是成語是這樣用的！

同事問我，你說他有沒有嫖妓？ㄟ.......是誰？原來是陳致中呀！不關我的事啦！不是我男朋友，嫖不嫖我不介意啦！私德不好，可不可以當公務員？你問我的話，我會說，只要不干擾公務，我管不著。這樣好像很阿Ｑ，但事實上不就是如此嗎？

我們對公眾人物，對老師都有一定的道德期待，但是，其實這都是自己的幻想，假道學。老師上夜店，穿得很辣又怎麼樣呢？那是每個人消遣跟娛樂的不同，只要他別帶著學生一起去喝酒上夜店，我都是可以接受的。警察召妓就不行了！因為他的公務是取締色情，你不取締還去消費，這樣就不對了！所以，陳先生如果真的嫖妓，那是他對不起自己的伴侶，準備被老婆大人大卸１８塊，那是他家的事情ㄋㄟ！外面的人管不著啦！

為什麼要說這些呀？我也不知道，每次都是上來就亂寫一通......回來工作，覺得事情很多，想到就煩。今天星期一就被預約星期三要開會............很煩ㄟ!!

WE MANAGED TO LOSE 10 STUDENTS THIS MORNING.

"Okay... it is a lovely day, slightly windy but we can manage it."

9 o'clock in the morning, and everyone's at the meeting point so off we went on the tube. We said to everyone to get off at Westminster. 5 minutes after the train departed, we got a call from two students saying they didn't get on the tube train because they couldn't find their tickets. That's a big big mystery if you asked me. They took bus to the meeting point and they needed the tickets. How come they lost their tickets i such a short time. Sigh... so we told them to get a new return ticket to Westminster and we'd wait for them.

By the time we got to the Westminster. We did headcount and to our surprise we were 8 short. How come!!!!! I mean is following a simple instruction very difficult? It was a direct train, we didn't change at any tube station. Just remember to get off at the said station and that's it!! As simple as that!!Sigh...

We contacted them and gave instruction to meet us at the station. 15 minutes passed, they should have already met us up. But hey didn't! So we knew that things went wrong. However, we booked our boat trip at 10:45. The boat wouldn't wait because we didn't have enough money to charter one just for us. So we left them and told them to meet us in Greenwich. Luckily, we got the pact back.

So, it's a nice day full of frustrations. How come people never listen carefully when in groups. I should one day just give each of them a different meeting point so they'll learn to depend on themselves but not just blindly follow whoever is next to them.

What do you do with a Bai Moo?

This is something I felt strongly during the past few days.

One example form yesterday. When we were having lunch--Fish & Chips, a woman sat next to me said to a student, "You seem to gain some weights since you came to UK." Can you imagine saying this to people when they are having lunch? Well, when I put this in English, it sounds not so bad, but that woman said in Chinese, "You become fat." How is that?

Such a Bai Moo!! I pat on her hand right away and said, "no, you didn't!" to the student. She then said, "Oh, yes. You didn't." Come on... and then she said, "No, actually you seem to lose some weights." Idiot!!! I wanted to yell at her, "Shut your f... up, will you?"

I don't know how come a grown-up can be so Bai Moo. How can I make her understand that she'd better keep her personal opinion to herself instead of shooting it out brainlessly. Even if a person does gain some weights, we don't say it in front of other people during lunch time. Do we do that? How rude she is and I feel shameful sitting next to her. @_@

I hate bai Moo people. They make me feel really bad!!

My Sweetest Terry!!

I MISS YOU.