A day for change.

This afternoon I will get a perm!! I haven't permed my hair for about 3 or 4 years. This is the first time that I feel I can do something with my hair. Haha... I'm a bit nervous actually. I hope I can change my hairdo and change my negative emotions. I just can't stop thinking about the past. The memories would just pop out at anytime and I couldn't control them. They just came whenever they like. I feel so bad about it. O#*O#*...

Well.. anyway.... I will go and do something this afternoo. Wish me luck!