I AM MAD!!!

I AM PISSED OFF BY MY OWN MUM. HOW CAN MUM BE SO ANNOYING?

I AM NOT SEEING ANYONE BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT.

I AM NOT GOING TO GET MARRIED JUST BECAUSE OTHERS ARE GETTING MARRIED AND PREGANANT.

I AM NOT GOING TO FEEL BAD ABOUT MY BEING SINGLE AND NOT VERY PRETTY.

I AM OKAY WITH WHO I AM AND HOW I LOOK. THOUGH I AM NOT A BEAUTIUL MODEL TO MEET YOUR HIGH STANDARD BUT I AM OKAY WITH IT. I AM UGLY!! SO WHAT?!

DON'T MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF WHILE I DON'T FEEL IT AT ALL.

DON'T TELL ME I HAVE NOT BEEN HONEST WITH YOU ABOUT WHAT KIND OF MAN I LOVE, BECAUSE EVEN I DON'T KNOW.

DON'T TELL ME THAT I AM A GOOD FOR NOTHING JUST BECAUSE I AM NOT PREPARED TO MARRY SOMEONE.

HOW CAN I MARRY SOMEONE WHILE I FEEL NOTHING FOR THAT PARTICULAR PERSON?

HOW CAN I MARRY JUST BECAUSE IT FITS IN THE SOCIAL NORMS?

DO I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT BEING WITH A MAN OF MY LIFE? MAYBE I WILL FEEL PANIC ONCE IN A WHILE WHEN I AM DOWN. BUT NOT NOW, NOT AT THIS MOMENT, NOT TODAY, NOT YESTERDAY, NOT THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!

WHY CAN'T MUM JUST MIND HER OWN BUSINESS? I KNEW IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, BUT CAN MUM AT LEAST TRY TO?

I AM FEELING VERY PISSED OFF AND I WISH I DIE VERY SOON. SO DON'T BOTHER WORRYING FOR ME.

I COULD BE HAPPY IF MUM STARTED SATYING AWAY FROM MY LIFE.

JAMES, I CURSED YOU!! IT'S NOT JUST MY FAULT THAT IT DIDN'T WORK OUT BETWEEN US. IT'S YOUR FAULT AS WELL. YOU DID HURT ME BADLY. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE!! REALLY, IT WILL BE BETTER FOR ME IF YOU JUST DIE.