Fight! Fight! Fight!!!

Every time I encounter a difficulty or a not-so-pleasant matter in my days overseas, such as my electronic device suddenly stops working or my laptop goes mad, I’d say to whatever up there “Why pick on me? Please… I am only a little woman who’s seeking for the purposes and goals of her life. Please give me a break. Be nice to me!”

And most of the time, either my electronic device decided to come back for its work after a few days strike or I'd find a magic way to fix it myself. But this time, this is not the case. I am no more Miss Fixit. It rains on me these few weeks.

I broke my favorite and ONLY pair of flip-flop when I slipped on the steps and hurt my butt. My electronic dictionary stopped working ages ago, my wonderful antique omega watch hasn’t been working since the day I started my course, the pay-as-you –go sim card works badly in my place, the weak Internet connection near my place stopped again and the worst of all I am JOBLESS and I can’t stop thinking after a few months, I am going to be HOMELESS.

The weather is dreadful today. It’s SUPER WINDY and it rains. But I am not going to take all these shitty business. I need to be STRONG!! Hope for the BEST! I have to believe that the one up there is preparing something good for me. Are you?! Are you not?!

My best pal has got the job he wanted and I think he will do brilliantly at his new position!! I'm so happy and so excited for him! Linny!! Go Go Go!!

Fight Fight Fight!!! Fight Fight Fight!!!